February 18, 2019

In the Morning

In the Morning

Today, Lord, I have an unshakable conviction
A positive resolute assurance that what you have spoken is unalterably true.
But today, Lord, my sick body feels stronger
And the stomping pain quietly subsides.

Tomorrow…
If I must struggle again with aching exhaustion, with twisting pain…
Until I am breathless
Until I am utterly spent
Until fear eclipses the last vestige of hope

Then, Lord—
Then grant me the enabling grace, to believe without feeling, to know without seeing, to clasp
Your invisible hand and wait with invincible trust
For the morning.


(Ruth Calkin)